battle against my mind

why are we so confused sometimes? why are there so many options sometimes, why are there no options sometimes. Why is knowing so hard, why is not knowing so hard, why is deciding even harder and why is being satisfied with what you have chosen the hardest? why are we battling with our minds? with ourselves? is it really our true selfs we are battling against or is it the ego trying to make life harder than what it really is..or is life that hard?why cant we just leave these baggages, just throw them. we are tired of carrying, we are tired of not knowing, we are tired of knowing too much.what is really right and what is really wrong and is there really any right or wrong? why dont we know what love is?, why cant we learn how to love?why do i have to love? why cant i just be cold..if i hurt you today am i hurting me too? or am i just doing us a favour....